I will be the first to say that I am not materialistic. My friends label me as a goody-goody; my parents say I am conservative and modest when it comes to clothes. I don¡¯t wear bikinis, and none of my skirts or shorts end above my knees. That is my choice. So why, why did I feel so tempted? My family and I were in Target, and there it was, waiting. A skirt, specifically designed not to cover anything. It was tan and looked like something one of those anime schoolgirls would wear.
I checked my purse. The skirt cost $10. I had the money. I could buy it. I imagined walking into school and my pals¡¯ jaws dropping. Guys would ask me out, and I would be happy. I could buy it – no, I should buy it.
I showed my mother. She was surprised but said it was my decision. My sister looked on enviously.
I went into the dressing room to try it on. So sure was I that this skirt would change me, somehow make me not what I am but what I wished to be. I slid my jeans off and put it on. Now for the decisive moment. I looked in the mirror. There I was – a geeky girl in a Superman T-shirt and sneakers. My glasses fogged up as I started to cry.
The skirt did not change me. Though it fit well and might make me look good in the eyes of ¡©today¡¯s world, it was not me. I am not a girl who flirts or wears cool clothes to fit in.
I took the thing off and slid back into the ¡©comfort of modesty. My mom knocked on the door. ¡°Emily, are you okay?¡±
I wiped away my tears. ¡°I¡¯m fine.¡± I looked in the ¡©mirror again and saw a blond skinny girl with dorky ¡©glasses and a ponytail. I saw myself.
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